Chapter IIa: Absolute Disaster

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Mar 20, 2019 7:41 pm
Cass lowers her eyes and takes a breath. "I know, Doctor." She sounds more like herself in this moment, but she can't help it. "I'm sorry that happened to you." Another breath. "But since you did almost die, you now have to follow the medical protocols that you, yourself, have put in place to safeguard injured crew members. I order you to obey Dr. Belka's orders regarding where and how long your recovery period takes place."
Mar 20, 2019 7:42 pm
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Ya'll are outpacing me today, lol. Spinach, Can my post be retconned to come before Kendall's? I dont' want Cass to not respond to Marbo's first statement.
Mar 20, 2019 7:46 pm
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Deleted because chaos
Mar 20, 2019 7:50 pm
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Really sorry, Spinach. I deleted my confusion posts. I have what Moira wanted to say ready to go when it fits.
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Mar 20, 2019 7:50 pm
Moonbeam says:
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Ya'll are outpacing me today, lol. Spinach, Can my post be retconned to come before Kendall's? I dont' want Cass to not respond to Marbo's first statement.
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That's fine
Mar 20, 2019 7:50 pm
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Just give me the rolls with your next posts
Mar 20, 2019 7:54 pm
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writing post now
Cass takes a deep breath. "This is all my fault. I've tried to keep too many plates in the air in an already complex situation. I've been faced with a lot weird choices that shouldn't have even been possible, and I made what I felt were the best decisions I could. But the big problem underlying all of it was that I've allowed a complete disregard of basic Spacefleet protocols ever since I assumed command. I've taken liberties myself, but not for mere reasons of personal style and quirkiness.

"So that all ends now. Dr. Zlam is off duty until he's cleared to return by Dr. Belka. Lt. Comm. Bruce is confined to quarters until further notice. There will be no sly winks and nods surrounding regulations that are in place to keep exactly the chaos we've been wreaking from happening. Anybody who doesn't like that can spend their remaining time on this ship in the brig."


She pauses one last time. "I'm not here to be anyone's friend. I don't have that luxury anymore. I'm here to be the commanding officer. I'm going to be that for as long as necessary. When that's over I'll accept the consequences of each and every mistake I've made."
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Rolls

Feelings because this always goes well - (1d6)

(4) = 4

Mar 20, 2019 8:52 pm
Moira takes a deep breath.

Commander, ah just want ta say ah accept full responsibility fer mah actions. Ah meant no harm. In fact, when ah made tha decision in tha holodeck, it was ta protect Lieutenant Commander Darcy's career. At tha time, ah was willin' ta believe that yer negotiator didn't represent his whole race. But. Ah acted outside a orders, an' as such, did more harm than good.

So, Commander, yer right. Except fer one thing.

It's not all yer fault.

We all had the goal a helpin' a ship in need. Then a gettin' our crew back. Then a findin' peace with these slugs. Then a puttin tha pieces back tagether and savin' tha star system. But ah tried ta play tha hero in tha holodeck, which hurt Darcy. She tried ta play tha hero gettin' you taken outta active duty, which hurt you. You and Kendall tried ta play tha heroes with those dead pirates. And Marbo tried ta play tha hero with the negotiator an' almost paid with his life.


She sighs briefly, not wanting to give Cass a chance to stop her. This is important.

We're all threatened and hurtin' and scared and wonderin' if we're good enough. But we're not seein' that in tha other people on this ship.

Ah dunnae how many of yeh have heard about this. Ah'm sure, Lieutenant Commander, yer pa mentioned this, but ah'm also sure he didn't tell yeh everythin', since yeh woulda been so young.

One of mah first cycles on tha Potential, our darn fuel hog of a ship ran out. We were mid-patrol. Stranded. Sendin' out distress beacons an' also wonderin' if we'd make it ta tha next station. We cut power, an' there were arguments about priority order. The comms started glitch'in. Half tha engines failed. It was hell on tha bridge, hell in the halls, hell in Engineering. Everywhere. We were gonna die.

An' it was our fault, too. We were lettin' our own grudges get in tha way, tryin' ta play the hero solo like we all have taday. An' it woulda killed us all.

Now, Captain Darcy actually taught me this. An' ah hoped ah'd never have ta use it again. But here we are. Our crew is stranded. Two of our highest rankin' officers were mortally injured. Others are in mental distress. An' those damn slugs are still out there.

Captain Darcy had us all "Grieve an' Scream". Everyone takes turns sayin' everythin' on their minds, without interruption er fear a judgement. Everyone had a better respect fer their teammates' personal hells after that. An, as yeh see, we lived.

Ah fully expect the full force 'a Spacefleet protocol ta come down on me after this, though ah do pray yeh know ah didn't mean any disrespect. An' fer tha time bein', as actin' Captain, yer within yer right to come up with some alternative punishment until things blow over. But right now, Commander. Yeh cannae do this alone.


She shakes her head. Her usual confident air appears broken. She's furious with herself.

Can we take a moment, Commander? Ah guarantee yeh, if we hadn't "Grieved an' Screamed" years ago, none a tha rest a yeh woulda had a Potential ta be assigned ta at all. Please.
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Mar 20, 2019 11:14 pm
"Marbo wishes he had used his vacation days to go back to Nemur II two weeks ago! We could have avoided this whole mess!"

Marbo yells, taking another deep breath from the ethanol tank on his belt.

"Marbo also wishes he didnt volunteer to do th surgery. His neck hurts. Bad. And the collar is very heavy."
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Mar 21, 2019 5:54 am
It takes Cass a minute to realize that Dr. Zlam isn't indulging in non-sequiturs. He's leaping into Bruce's proposed "grieve and scream." Of course, he's done so without waiting for Cass to give the permission that the engineer was asking for, but she supposed given that he was still recovering from a near-fatal injury, she could probably overlook this latest disregard of protocol.

"Doctor, why don't you take a seat?" she says, gesturing him toward the couch. "Since you're not supposed to even be out of bed in the first place. All right, since the good doctor seems to have gotten the ball rolling, who wants to 'grieve and scream' next?"
Mar 21, 2019 6:08 am
After everyone sat down, Darcy sighs and begins speaking slowly, not screaming. Cass (and everyone who gets at least one success on their feelings roll), you notice by the way she's moving and attempting to keep her shoulder still, that she hasn't had it treated yet, even though she's changed into a fresh uniform. She also appears to be casually hiding her hands behind her back, trying not to draw attention to them.
"There are a lot of things wrong on this ship at the moment. There have been very major acts of insubordination ever since this crisis started, from myself as well. Without my father in the captain's seat, nobody on this vessel seems to be able to follow orders or respect the chain of command. And then there's everything else. We don't have a single officer of Lieutenant Commander rank or higher left, that has not been injured or taken off duty. And we.may have just started a war with a species of power that we do not yet know the full extent of. And, Commander, there have been rumors among my men that you have gone crazy for revenge. I'm doing as much fire control as I can but some are beginning to doubt whether you are fit to command a spaceship anymore."
Mar 21, 2019 6:10 am
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We can go back to normal, unannounced posting for now. If it gets chaotic again, I might call out for announcements again but for now it should be fine
Mar 21, 2019 7:40 am
bowlofspinach says:
After everyone sat down, Darcy sighs and begins speaking slowly, not screaming. Cass, you notice by the way she's moving and attempting to keep her shoulder still, that she hasn't had it treated yet, even though she's changed into a fresh uniform.
"There are a lot of things wrong on this ship at the moment. There have been very major acts of insubordination ever since this crisis started, from myself as well. Without my father in the captain's seat, nobody on this vessel seems to be able to follow orders or respect the chain of command. And then there's everything else. We don't have a single officer of Lieutenant Commander rank or higher left, that has not been injured or taken off duty. And we.may have just started a war with a species of power that we do not yet know the full extent of. And, Commander, there have been rumors among my men that you have gone crazy for revenge. I'm doing as much fire control as I can but some are beginning to doubt whether you are fit to command a spaceship anymore."
Cass simply nods in acknowledgment of Darcy's statements and looks around the room to see if the two remaining people are poised to take their turn. It dawns on her that they are waiting for her to take hers. Okay, then. She can do this, give them a few nuggets of fake catharsis, and then they can move on to the work that needs to be done. The anger is her fuel, her intellect is the yoke. She reaches into the center of the anger for a sample.

"My very first few minutes on the bridge as acting captain, my first officer and friend responded to an innocuous order with a sneering, disrespectful response." Huh. She'd forgotten all about Zephyr doing that. But some part of her hadn't. "Then a few minutes later, I sent him on an away mission to investigate a distress signal and he was taken by pirates. Then I was forced to retreat from the scene in order to prevent them from capturing the ship, leaving him and three others behind."

There was a tightness in her chest. She ignored it, moving on. "Then a fellow officer told the admiral in a meeting of the entire senior staff that I was incompetent and she should assume command. Despite that, I offered her the position of first officer, which she accepted, then promptly used it to try to humiliate me."

Things were spinning around in her head now - events, fragments of memories, emotions, sensations. "My chief of medicine doesn't understand the basics of protocol or chain of command. He ignores orders because he's too busy dreaming up the next thing he's going to do without authorization. My chief engineer carries alcohol on her at all times and can't keep a simple force field up at the moment when it really counts."

She's pacing - when had she stood up? "A pirate parasite who claimed he was a diplomat refused to negotiate. All our state-of-the-art security measures managed to fail and he escaped. My entire armed security detail somehow failed to fire a single shot while the pirate tried to burn my face off. If it hadn't been for the mysterious civilian with a secret past, I'd be dead. Or a pirate puppet."

Cass is no longer looking at any of them. She's facing a wall, for some reason, and breathing hard. Maybe the helmet is malfunctioning. "I have a Constitution-class ship as a mission partner who can never seem to offer any resources or support, and in fact asks me to provide those things. It feels as though every single person in this sector is either going off half-cocked behind my back or standing by watching me struggle to make impossible, no-win choices, then criticizing me when something inevitably goes wrong.

"Then I try to offer this race, this vicious race of, of kidnapping murderers, a chance to live without doing all that, and they-- they use that chance to almost kill my doctor. But before I can-- it-- the ship blows up! I ask how did that happen? Oh, it's the mysterious civilian, going behind my back to make it look like I started a war! And-- and the Antarctica? They just sit there while the pirates, the other pirates on the other ship-- they're heading to the bridge. Our sensors can see it, their sensors have to see it, but no, it's all up to me to keep them from taking off and-- and warning the others, the queen, and so I have to act fast, right now, no time and I, and I, oh god I had no choice, I had-- nobody else was... I..."


She finally manages to stop this confessional torrent, mostly because she is starting to hyperventilate. She reaches blindly for the chair behind the desk and drops into it, concentrating on slowing her breathing. Finally, she continues. "I haven't gone 'crazy for revenge.' I didn't blow up that ship. I did effectively execute the two survivors to prevent them from reporting back to their queen and giving away our position. I do think that we have to do something to stop this race before they have managed to secure enough hosts to pose a massive threat to humanoid life in this galaxy. Captain Tulak agrees."

She leans back in the chair, feeling dizzy, and remembers the blood sugar thing. "Marbo, how the hell do I eat with this helmet on?"
Mar 21, 2019 1:21 pm
After this show of ‘whining’ from everyone, Kendall stands up and says: "And if I chose to ignore that fake distress signal, I would still have my ship and no blood on my hands today.

"Let me tell you something, as a person that has dealt with crazy shit in her short life: things happen. Those that move past trauma are those that accept the past, accept their part in it, and accept that it cannot change. But you know what we can affect? Right now.

"It’s happening, crucial moments passing us by while we worry about ‘protocol’ and ‘regulation’.

"Skipper,"
(she looks to Cass), "Doctor," (her gaze shifts to Marbo), "RC," (her gaze moves to Lt Comm Bruce), "and Chief," (settling her gaze on Darcy,) "we MUST destroy these things. They are the second worst race I have encountered in my life.

"Once we eradicate this threat, we can all move forward. This psychological debriefing must happen, sure, but it should happen once we finish the job.

"Now, is everyone here in agreement that these things need to be eradicated?"
Mar 21, 2019 3:25 pm
Moonbeam says:

She leans back in the chair, feeling dizzy, and remembers the blood sugar thing. "Marbo, how the hell do I eat with this helmet on?"
When she looks up, Marbo is already there, patting her on the shoulder to try to calm her down.

"There and there, Commander." he says, attempting to calm her down.

" To eat food, simply remove helmet like you would any other, and deposit flavor of choice inside your mouth. then re-equip helmet, and youre good to go!"


Marbo returns to where he and moira were standing, then keeps walking, looking for the comfiest of the chairs in the room to rest himself into.

He is fairly certain that Cass could remove the helmet by now, as her grafts appear to be bonding well, but if she removed the helmet, he would be able to clearly see the stern and serious expression on her face, and he doesnt like the idea of saying something to make her scowl at him
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Mar 21, 2019 6:02 pm
Marbo stands up from his seat again.

Marbo has more to say.

He takes a long inhale from the ethanol cartridge, the mechanical whirr of his pump filling the room.

" Marbo is frustrated. Medical leave makes him useless to the crew and in the face of threat that looms over us we are going to need all hands, and Marbo has four.

He places his hands wide in the air, showing them off.

The population of every settled planet in this sector, and every other sector is depending on the crew of a small vessel, and the antarctica, armed as heavily as it is, has been of little to no support. Captain Tulak is serving no purpose but to dish out ultimatums and threats of court marshal. Marbo saw the face of death. It is no white light, it is no happy cloudy place like humans of the 18th century believe. It is dark. Everything that is wrong with yourself shows itself in that place, and Marbo does not wish it upon anyone. Marbo has seen what it is to have those slugs inside you. and they have done this to at least two full vessels that we know of. There is almost guaranteed to be more people they have taken in the name of their animalistic crusade for biological advancement and marbo cant save them. Nobody can save them!"

Behind the metal collar marbo is wearing, his eyes begin to tear up, is expression twisted in pain from speaking so much, and pain from knowing that as a someone whos job it is to save lives, he could potentially witness the extinction of every sentient species in existance.

Marbo thinks we need to smarten up. Captain Tulak is not our captain. Commander Cassano is in charge. Darcy needs to understand that. No more undermining. No more fighting with eachother when there is such a bigger issue to deal with. More conflict just causes room for failure and marbo can not handle another failure. Marbo can not save captain darcy. Marbo can not save the woman. Marbo can not even guarantee that we will save the universe and that is our job! We need to put the job first. We have no time for petty issues and --

*Kzkt*


A familiar tone to anybody who has seen marbo flustered before. The gurgling language of the Nemurlian people strains the translators when spoken at high speed, and the tell tale sparks of another one short circuiting is common around Marbo.

What follows is a mix of wheezed, choking gargles, bellows, and uvulations accompanied by wild gesticulation.

At one point marbos hands seem to be fighting one another, in the next moment they are coordinated like a great ballet.

They slam against the table as marbo paces the room, he smacks the wall, knocks over a lamp, and swings about violently.

He gestures to his head and then to all of you, a different arm pointing to each one. He slams them down on the table and lets out a wheezed choking scream, Not dissimilar to the sound of a string of firecrackers going off in a running blender full of thick soup.

His upper hands have begun grasping at his collar while the lower two are firing the ethanol cartridge repeatedly. He chokes and gags through the mechanical vocoder in the collar and tries to catch his breath, falling into a seat.



After a moment he looks up, taking in the astonished and confused faces of the crewmembers present and realizes what has happened. He removes his translator badge and brings up his datapad.

After a few moments, an email pings to commander cassano.

"Commander. Marbo has burnt out another translator, requesting a replacement. He is sorry for his outburst."
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Mar 21, 2019 7:24 pm
Darcy listens patiently for everyone to finish their turn without saying a word, even Marbo.
"We're in a terrible situation right now. And you, commander, are suffering under all this pressure more than any of us. I couldn't even make it an hour in the captain's chair. I can only apologize again for my behavior after you took command." She looks to Kendall. "Nice speech but I disagree. We need to resolve this tension now. If we keep infighting, we will never stop these slugs."
She takes a deep breath and turns towards Moira. "What you did hurt me and while I'm not ready to forgive you, I'm willing to forget it for now. And I will listen to that message you sent me later to hear your side of it. For now, we have bigger things to worry about." She looks around the room at the gathered command crew. "Doctor, you are completely right. People are depending on us to do a good job. We know where they're keeping Lt. Comm. Borealis and the others. We may be beaten up but we're still spacefleet officers serving under a great acting captain. We should go and get our people back!"
She, uncharacteristically, smiles at you all and adds: "This is the moment where I would normally open a bottle of wine - but we're on active duty so we'll have to wait with that."
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