A feather for Kitty

"We can still have the small wedding for the party and ourselves at the Two Visages. That will be nice. No vampires. No baby bump. But no, I won't have this. You take the bed. You need it. I'll sleep on the floor." I throw my pillow on the floor and cover myself with a light sheet. I offer to help you up.

I want to smack your offering hand away and yell at you more, but I stop myself. Realizing that sleeping on the floor while also half way through my pregnancy isn't the most comfortable of ideas I've ever had. And you could've let me suffer the consequences of my own tunnel vision, but you didn't. Softening a bit, I accept your offer to help me up. I grab my pillow and yours and throw them on the bed. Putting the light sheet and blanket back on, I comment, "Just sleep up here on your side." Once the bed is one again, I shed my clothes and lay down.

"I'll be your perfect Paladin."

"Better be..." I mumbled as I fell asleep. The sun in my face in the early hours woke me. As I grumbled and stretched, I realized that naturally sleeping, we'd ended up in a cuddle with your hand on bump as you tend to do now. I laid there for a while thinking before I nudged you awake. "Duke, hey, wake up."

I mumble a bit, as this was a bit earlier in the night for a witching hour chat. But I hear your voice clearly and answer, "Yes love. I'm awake." I don't think my eyes are open yet, but I feel your body snuggled up against mine and my hand on your bump like you like it. I think nothing of it until last night's fight comes to mind. My heart quickens and my chest tightens but I do not move. I don't want to do anything to disrupt my touching you. I know you will want to enforce my promise that I seemed to forsake to be the perfect Paladin and not touch you. How can I be blamed for not wanting to hold you? I wait until you tell me. I suffer the seconds. I enjoy the moment until it will be no more and I have to move.

Placing my hand on top of yours, I sigh before I speak. "I'm sorry that I freaked out so badly last night. I was really scared! Between the situation of learning about the familial relationship with Elena, her determination to learn my thoughts on the sundering for some reason, and hearing her talk about a future new generation of vampires, I panicked! I understand there's a balance to the living and the dead, and even the undead, but Elena and Camazotz are just... Elena would've stopped at nothing to have me dead and there was no way I could feel close to safe bringing our daughter into a world where I would fear Camazotz trying to take my tiloni in the process. I just didn't know what to do. You still should've told me though.... but I ultimately just want to keep Ana safe," I squeeze your hand under mine to emphasize my point.

"As well you should, love. I do not fault you for feeling any of that. I would expect nothing less. Your feelings are the most precious commodity to me, and I hope you know that you may check me anytime that I don't think straight or if I should forget you in anyway. You are my compass and my astrolabe, my rose and my star."

"I love you Duke, I feel the same way about you." I snuggle in a bit closer to you, both of our hands still on me when I suddenly feel a fluttering feeling inside my bump. I gasp for a second before asking you, "My love, did you feel that?"

My eyes go wide. "By Zaltec, that's a barbarian in there!"

Having totally lost focus of everything but the kick inside your belly, I suddenly recognized that you just said that you loved me. I am stunned. My world is in order again and I'm in love. "I love you too Kitty. And I love you Ana." I whisper to your belly and kiss it and then you, my love of loves.

I kiss you back and smile at you before rolling onto my back and asking you more questions. "Okay, I might've been overreacting a bit last night when I said what I did about the wedding and my bump so let me ask you this. My own thoughts aside, what do you prefer? Do you want a big wedding or a small one or none at all? Do you want..." I have to swallow my nerves a bit to finish my statement, "me to not hide my bump at all or at least from your parents?"

I look upon you and smile in my heart. "You know that I only want to see you in a ceremony and declare you before the gods as my wife. We could be ourselves for that matter. Of course there are friends and family that would really enjoy being there. I think our parents and the party too. We will see if Jacob would come even if he is not the star of the event. But other than that, I'd say that Ana should be the guest of honor. We had her in wedlock. She should be at out renewing of our vows in Ulatos. Wouldn't it be more honest and truthful to just be ourselves? To show our love as a family to our families and our gods?"

"I... Well of course we should be ourselves... But..." I look at you with a bit of shame in my eyes. "I don't look thin anymore! I mean, look at me, I can't even hide this. I look like I'm gaining weight and it's not even changing my breasts yet! I'm losing my attractiveness... and to make it even better, who knows how your father will react when he sees just how pregnant I am... I don't want him to hate me or Ana. Do you think he will? You haven't exactly told the kindest stories when it comes to him."

Hearing your complaints, I am befuddled, not that that is unusual. Still, I think I understand what you are saying. It is the conclusions that just don't make sense. "Kitty? Wherefore do you even begin to think that you are any less attractive to me or would be an object of hate because of your pregnancy? Must I admit something to you? I am overjoyed when I look at you these days without your illusion. Nay, I am excited in ways that are unbecoming a Paladin. My thoughts drift to the night where I tasted you and saw that your juices were thick from ovulation. That has been only once in my life to have seen that of you. My body shook and my mind went numb with anticipation. We were so newly married that I forced myself to beg of you to go inside of you and explore your fertile body, when I knew that your body had only one purpose in mind for me. I had to let you know what you were doing. I wanted you to want the same thing I did, to feel in your orgasm. We were not just making love. We were making a baby, and even those days and weeks thereafter when we still did not know if you were pregnant, I was weak with lust for your body. I saw our life together as parents and I wanted nothing else. I knew you were with child and I fucked you harder for it. I still see you differently yes, but more of a proud cock or a protective father would. But dear love? That does not describe my feelings truly. How do I say this? I can't wait to see you give birth to our Ana. I do hope that we can find a midwife detached enough to allow us to make love that night for she will tease us, since all babies wait until the pull of the moon. I long for that night when I can take my sex with you on your hands and knees and your belly down, Ana's head dropped, and my penis going in you for that last time before she slides out of the very same birth canal that I used to plant my seed. I look forward to pleasuring your clit as your pushing releases all sensations through your body. I've seen the girls at Temple give birth, but you are my wife and this will be the climax of climaxes for our act of mating. Her head will crown in your pussy and push through and I shall catch her if I can, the midwife willing. Nay, the midwife can set aside. I want to have my hand down there touching you as she comes out. I want to be at least that much a part of your birth.

This all goes through my head every time I see you these days, and will continue as you walk down the path with more and more of your baby bump. Your growing belly is a sand clock to that birth day, where we both will see our daughter and begin to know her and hold her together. Your visage now is driving me insane with anticipation. You can see from my cock now. Just talking about it makes me great. If ever you catch me looking at you and you think you are unattractive in my eyes, just come over and check my loins and know differently. I hope when you do, that nobody else is around, because I'll be ready to make love to your beauty right then and there.

How's your tea? More sugar?"

"A touch, uhhh" I sat there for a long moment, processing everything I'd just heard before finally responding, "I'm so relieved to hear you say that! I'm most excited for that as well honestly, although I'm also scared, I've never given birth before. Alright... if you love me and find me irresistible like this, then I guess I don't need the illusion. Pardon my surprise, I'm still a bit shocked that anyone could find me desirable right now. Maybe that's not the most Paladin way to see things, but I love that you do see it your way! And I'm sure we can find a midwife like that, I wonder how the midwife in Quezalici would feel about that... Oh love!
I can't wait to meet her with you!" Hungry for you, I kiss you passionately as I turn to you and press my body against yours.

I add a little sugar to the tea and as you speak, I wave my hand over the Tunqua stone cup to warm the tea a bit before I hand it back. I'm not hearing much of the words though, as you are absetmindedly stroking my morning wood. I wonder if you are testing out its flexings to see where you might chop it down into firewood based on our fight last night. I wasn't minding it. It was actually driving me insane. Ok, I am going bonkers. When you got to the part about wanting to meet Ana with me and then pressing your body against mine, I absolutely lose it. "Oh love dearest! I can't wait for the same. But I can't wait for this either." I wrap my arms around you and dig my fingers into your ass to give you a massage as I give you that kiss you seem to hunger for. I am still sorry for what I did to raise your ire, but I do intend to make up for everything by making out with you. Is this makeup sex?

Your bump fits so nicely in between us, your hands on my cock, my mouth on your neck and breasts and lips. I know, however, Ana is getting a little bit in the way for me laying on you like a devouring blanket. She tends to get excited in her own way when I hug her, and she starts kicking hard as if the little barbarian is going into her rage. I slip my hand under silk to feel you vulga and onto your vagina lips that I stroke. This is the place I most love to tough you. Fondling your clit and pressing my palm onto your mound of hair, my ring finger pushes through your wetness and hooks into you to touch the other side of your clit as well. After some stroking and more necking, I move us about and help you off with your sexy mama lingere and manuever you and your bump up on top of my cock that I spring upwards into you. "Let me help you love. Use my strength to hold yourself up and push against me to take me in." You have learned to counterbalance Ana a bit while walking and even fighting, but this bit of acrobatics may need my leverage. She won't mind, I'm sure.

Every touch feels so intimate and delicious. We've danced together enough that you know all the spots to touch, and you treat me for my own touching too, touching I didn't even realize I was doing. Must've been the excitement I felt caused a muscular reaction. You roll on top of me and I love every action! We both feel Ana flutter, but past the acknowledgement, neither of us give it much thought as we're engrossed in each other right now. By the time I'm above you, you're offering to be my support. I love you and how sensitive you are. I push against you and you lower me onto you. You go to raise me, but I stop you. Taking your hands off of my hip, I bring them to my face, kissing each palm, and place them on my sides. My walls squeeze around you and I watch you close your eyes and groan as I do. "My love," I whisper, "if I can fight, I can fuck. Reserve holding me up until Ana's so big that the extra support is genuinely needed. For now, I can handle this." I lean further back onto my backhand a smidge, just to counter the bit of extra weight that is our daughter. Still being the strong goddess that I am, I rise and fall on my own. I'm enjoying the slight lean backwards as it's a different angle than we usually use and it feels amazing! Occasionally, I squeeze my walls around you to make things more pleasurable for you too. I moan loudly as the sensation is quickly intense. As I do, I start moaning, "By the gods, yes! Let's make love just like this before we bring Ana into the world!" I feel you still deep in my canal and I can't imagine not doing it like this as we enjoy our bodies in between pains.

I wonder how a baby's head would ever fit through that! "Oh that tight pussy! You are strong! You aren't kidding!" I find your rythm and push up to it, making your movement even more productive, sending more waves of pleasure through both of us. "Fuck! You won't be doing this on Ana's birth! No! I'll wait as you finish a contraction and take you pussy from behind. That night I will ride you like a mare you can't get enough of her stallion! "

All this talk is getting me excited! "Yes! Fuck yes! Fuck me from behind! Fuck me from in front of me as I'm laying down and you're standing there towering over me like the protector you are! Penetrate my gate as it's opening! Make my canal slick with our juices! Fuck me! I wanna cum love!!" The physical pleasure between us with the mental pleasure as we talk about the acts we'll perform is sending me over fast and I can feel myself wanting to let go, but I'm waiting to feel you cum before I release.

"AhH! Fuck! Ahh! Fucking fuck!" To your screams, I am pile driving you, but melting into you at the same time. As I sense you are close to exploding in pleasure, I feel a strange sensation as you are reach this divine moment. I loose conscious awareness of the physical and see a thousand suns burning, the night sky shifting into a million paths of stars speeding through time, my own body radiating light and energy that burns away flesh and bone but I still exist to fuck you harder still. A loud groan comes from inside me that I do not recognize but know to be Qotal, "Kiltzi, wake up from your slumber and taste your power! Be a goddess for this moment at least! We must make this child you carry immortal like ourselves. CUM WITH ME!!!!!"