A feather for Kitty

My hand on your chest goes to my bump as I feel myself also lose conscious awareness as well as Kiltzi awakens to her love's call. My own light highlights me as the love I feel radiates out from me. Myself and Kiltzi have become more one than I knew as I see a vision of my family in rose colored view. The view of us in a beautiful home at a port with four children running around as I carry another with you holding my large bump, each of our children radiating a dimmer light than ours, each of them containing their own connection to divinity. A moaning voice not quite my own raises in response to yours. "Yes my love Qotal, I am here with you! Let us share our power! Feel our unity and bless this child, just as we will all others we share! I'M COMING!!!

As we drop to the bed exhausted and tingling, I look over to you and see you wide eyed as well. "That wasn't just a sexual experience. I may not have ever experienced make-up sex, but that didn't explain what just happened, would it? I saw you through other eyes...and you were radiating light! I was... what was I?"

I stare into your eyes, trying to make sense of what just happened. "You were radiating light too! And that voice... I've never heard you sound quite like that before! What happened to me was beyond strange too. Don't misunderstand, I love you more than anything, but the love I felt just then was... I don't think there's a word to describe it. Wait... I was radiating light? Are you sure? Duke, the only times I've ever radiated light is when it seems Kiltzi is channeled through me, but... this was different... maybe she took over somehow?"

As I lay there thinking out loud, I stop suddenly, eyes going even wider as I sit up and look at you with the biggest realization. "Radiating light, seeing through another's eyes, the voice change... my love, did you see something that you can't explain?"

"I saw too much that I do not understand. I lost conscious awareness of the physical and saw a thousand suns burning, the night sky shifting into a million paths of stars speeding through time, my own body radiating light and energy that burns away flesh and bone. It was as if I could see infinitely, like a god, but my mind could not comprehend it and so it created illusions. I don't like not being in control. This is the same self magic that deceives and binds your mind. I don't like it, but... I saw Ana glow inside you."

"I knew it! I've suspected for so long, but this! This has to be true!" For a second, I celebrate my own realization seeming to be true before I continue. "My love, you didn't create illusions to comprehend something, what you saw is true. I saw Ana glowing as a little girl, all of our children glowed. That wasn't an illusion at all! Baby... that was Qotal taking over. It has to be! Oh... I accidentally lied, I have heard that voice before! I thought it was just half-awake mishearing, but you spoke to me in that voice one night not long after we took over the Skulker. Does this mean you have a double tiloni as I do?! Try to do something divine!" I'm excitedly bouncing and nudging your arm awaiting some spectacle of intentional divinity as proof to us both that my suspicions are accurate.

Your excitement is so infectous that I am swept up in the thrill. Everyone wants to be divine, don't they. What is it about that? To live forever? To have any flavor of ice cream you want? To not have to get out of bed? You have had quite a while to get used to the idea that a source of all love lived inside you, was the girlfriend of Qotal, was a goddes in her own right. To say that I shared a body with Qotal, the hero of my father and of me for the longest time, before I encountered Kiltzi in my arms, to say all that was to admit that I was a god. That still seems such sacrilige still...but oh my oath! "Do you really think that could be true? Oh love! I would be to you as Qotal is to Kiltzi, twinned tiloni, lovers forever! But how do I do anything divine? I thought that last bit of sex was close, more than close really. I would have to do something intentional like you have done for me showing me Ana and waking me from Drow poison with only your word." I look around. We were still traveling in a pluma sled. "Pluma was the magic that Qotal gave to the True People. I could try to lift something with a feather magic? No I was the sourse of that magic. It would not be magic. It would have to be the divine will itsel I saw meself as Qotal make love to you and orgasm with you. He did not do magic per se. He was magic. That still does not help me with what I could do that was intentional divinity. Do you have any idea, love?"

I think seriously for a moment before I respond. "You make a fair point. None of my divine acts have been necessarily "intentional," I just wanted to do something and Kiltzi delivered. But it was things that happened came from a place of love. I still don't know how I exactly knew that your protection falling away meant that you were dying... I just did. And I wasn't there to help you. My heart broke, I can't lose you! I closed my eyes and I thought what I'd say, what I'd do if I could to keep you here, keep your heart beating, get you to open your eyes. I guess my love for you, Kiltzi's love for Qotal, is strong enough that she channeled that into a vision of myself and Ana and gave you just enough healing to keep you here." Tears of love roll down my cheeks as I smile at you and kiss you. "You make a good point though love, we both just showed signs of our divinity. You'll fine your source of divinity one day. Oh by the gods my love, we're not only tiloni mates, we're divine mates! Our love will continue on with us for all eternity, equal in our status as gods! My Qotal... my Duke... I love you so much!" I pounce on you with a passionate kiss. It's not comfortable to pounce anymore with the bump a bit in the way now, but I'm so excited that I don't even notice.

Your enthusiasm is infectious. I have to try at least, I concentrate on what I have just experienced and try to replicate the feeling of being divine. "I love you too Kitty ... Kiltzi. Your Qotal is a god of order and judgement. He rules the natural world... " I think about this hard, but I am distracted by you. I love you pouncing on me. I feel Ana hugging me too and look forward to her growing inside you. I let that feeling wash over me as I lift you up. My kiss and my fingers in your back and hair keep me in this embrace, but as I open my eyes to see why my back has gotten a cold breeze across it, I see that I am floating a few feet above the bed with you floating in my embrace. I freak out, and so we wobble in the air. You notice the movement and opening your eyes as well, you squeal with excitement and start to giggle uncontrollably. I steady us in the air, and blurt out, "By Qotal, this is going to make pregnant sex so much easier!" Your giggles increase at this. I would normally enjoy seeing you like this, but my head aches. You see the tell tale signs of my old scar glowing purplish blue below my skin on my face. "The scar! Pain!" I hold my face and weep under the pain and we fall back to the soft bed.

I look at you a bit concerned for a moment before memory comes back to me. "Wait... Oh you're so playful!" I tease you as I realize you're joking with me. "I remember we got your curse removed. Pregnancy memory fog might be getting to me at sometimes, but I do remember that we got that removed in Nexal!" I lean down and kiss you with excitement. "But my love, that was still amazing! I mean, I knew you were Qotal of course, but I've never seen you do anything like that! I mean, I haven't either! We should have cosmic sex more often!" I snuggle up to you and enjoy laying with you as we ride through the countryside. The fight of you being related to Elena a part of our past and despite my own anxieties, I resolve to not hide the bump that is our newly celestially blessed daughter.

"You look good with that prego belly. I know, by Qotal, that you carry my baby, but it wouldn't take my knowing that to find you extremely sexy right now." I start to rise off the bed again. "Look! I'm excited again already." You yank me back down to the bed saying I can't do that without her! "That's right. If I walk behind you in party file, I might just start to look at that expanded leather armor and see those tight fitting hips and lose myself. Won't it be embarrassing to have to explain to the party that I'm getting horney for my wife, and I start to float?

I heard in Kiltzi's Temple that the priests asked the most romantic lovers in all of Maztica the secret to cosmic sex. They found a Payit, a Nexalan, and a Tesca Dwarf to tell them. The Payit said that after sex he would kiss his lover on the neck and she would rise off the sheets. The Nexalan said he could do better. After sex he would give his tiloni mate a foot massage and she would float two feet off the bed. The Tesca Dwarf said well hell, that wasn't nothing. After sex he would get up, walk over to the window and wipe his dick off on the drapes, and his bitch would hit the ceiling!"

I laugh way harder at your joke than I should, but I enjoy every second of it. Once my laughter is under control, my lips are on yours, climbing on top of you, thinking, "Let's join the flying high club... don't let me fall."