
Juliet Parezzi
I sense the shift in things before the reason is revealed and when it is, I can't say I'm exactly surprised. It does make me more mindful of my posture though. What kind of demigoddess slouches? Lounge, sure, but slouch? Never.
When the woman steps away and Kastor says he might've been the impressive one, I laugh.
"You ARE impressive," I tell him.
"And you have a lineage as impressive as mine too. Don't tell me you're getting jealous over there." Quietly, though, I'm hesitant to name his lineage aloud. Why should I bring up Olympians in a place made by and for Titans? Isn't that just inviting war here too?
I feel a pang of guilt when I wonder if bringing Kastor here was enough to open that door, even a smidge, a crack that will fester into an unclosable wound to the world with time. But by the time the owner has finished sharing about octopus, I've push those thoughts aside. This isn't some Olympian with greed for worship as his goal. This is Kastor, my friend, who helped save a village from a cyclops today. He's earned a right to be here.
When Kastor's fingers brush mine on the table, I turn my hand to slip it under his, cupping the tips of my fingers with his.
"Having people recognize me is..." I press my lips together, looking away for a moment to gather my thoughts before turning back to him.
"Is it weird if I say it feels right? Like there's some part of me that just...knows that's the sort of thing that I..." I hunt for a word that doesn't sound pretentious, but fail and have to stick with,
"...the sort of thing that I deserve." I push out a little laugh and run my free hand back through my hair.
"Gods, that sounds terrible, doesn't it?"