Feb 27, 2022 11:20 pm
While this was not the first service Anders had attended, they were often few and far between. Much of the teachings of Auril struck true to the way he lived his life, but without the compassion and joy he tried to find. He had learned that life was best spent in solitude, though it was from a fear of others than a fear of reliance. He existed any way he could, but he had limits as any man should. He did not want to love a god that only tested, rarely rewarded.
As Zinvaris asks the question about if any in the group followed Her, he shakes his head without waiting for the others to respond. "There are very few who follow the Frost Maiden. She is a present and harsh mistress, and it is foolish not to acknowledge Her. Take it as you will." He wrings his hands together, rubbing at old scars where entire patches of skin were left pink. He had faced off with the cold goddess many times, and somehow survived her challenges. But each one left its own mark upon him, and Anders often wondered how many more he could face before he didn't recognize himself anymore.
And then with practiced breaths, he puts that train of thought behind him. He centers himself, and moves his focus onto the immediate. There were kobolds in Termalaine causing harm to those who already suffered enough. And Anders needed money to make it through the coming days. He looks to the horizon, squinting as a cold breeze torments his eyes. "It is late. Those who wish to take on the mine job should meet at my shack in the morning. I will be retiring there this evening." He heads towards any one of the taverns in town to purchase a bottle of wine, and then begins the march back to his shack. The wine is opened before he arrives, all in preparation of reading the journal he had purchased.
As Zinvaris asks the question about if any in the group followed Her, he shakes his head without waiting for the others to respond. "There are very few who follow the Frost Maiden. She is a present and harsh mistress, and it is foolish not to acknowledge Her. Take it as you will." He wrings his hands together, rubbing at old scars where entire patches of skin were left pink. He had faced off with the cold goddess many times, and somehow survived her challenges. But each one left its own mark upon him, and Anders often wondered how many more he could face before he didn't recognize himself anymore.
And then with practiced breaths, he puts that train of thought behind him. He centers himself, and moves his focus onto the immediate. There were kobolds in Termalaine causing harm to those who already suffered enough. And Anders needed money to make it through the coming days. He looks to the horizon, squinting as a cold breeze torments his eyes. "It is late. Those who wish to take on the mine job should meet at my shack in the morning. I will be retiring there this evening." He heads towards any one of the taverns in town to purchase a bottle of wine, and then begins the march back to his shack. The wine is opened before he arrives, all in preparation of reading the journal he had purchased.