Ezme's own vision begins to blur as Daryl's struggle only causes him to sink further, almost as if her fading body were a quicksand trap.
He wants to move. Why is it so difficult for him to do so? she distantly wonders. The part of her asking this question is the invisible one that is standing, watching the whole scene unfold impassively from the side.
In this moment, a rich, warm blackness envelops her senses, as if wrapping her up in a warm, loving hug. She is suspended in a cozy, dark space. As she gazes around herself, she perceives a stunning galaxy of stars, but each pinpoint of light is connected by glowing strings, creating shapes almost like constellations. Filled with awe, she turns to behold a very bright star beside her.
Daryl. They both recognize one another instantly. Looking down, Ezme, realizes that she, too, has a body of light. As they float there, contemplating one another, a blue bubble rises up between them, projecting memories from Ezme's life - all at once, simultaneously. Time has no linear progression here, she notes. Some of these images confuse her, though. She lifts them up to inspect them like they were puzzle pieces, analyzing them, struggling to understand how and where they fit.
In one, she is being bullied by some bigger kids. That wasn't so strange, but she couldn't quite place the children in the memory. She
knew them, they felt so familiar, and yet....
Another scene: she is with her father, who is unsympathetic. She looks in a mirror to inspect her wounds... To her shock, the face she beholds is not her own.
Ezme's gaze darts back to Daryl. He emits a feeling of abashment. Something pierces her in the chest. Ezme reaches out to the lad. He lifts his gaze to meet hers.
More and more strings of light beam from her to him, connecting them, drawing them closer to one another.
It's clear what he's thinking. It's the same thought that she had also been entertaining... that this experience is oddly wonderful, like being truly
seen for the first time ... ever. And yet, if it continues, if they shared all of their memories, what would happen to them both? ... And, did they care? It felt so safe, peaceful, and wonderful here....
But yes, Daryl decides he does care. He is worried she will not survive this. He will get blamed for killing her. Their friends will abandon him.... She feels his distress as if it were her own. And Ezme... Ezme had her sisters to care for.
Yes, they agree, they both have to live.
With that decision, Ezme is suddenly back on the ground underneath Daryl, both of them fighting with everything in them.
"Someone... help...!" she manages to gasp.
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