I may be reading too much into you last statement, but if you are feeling helpless/desperate, please reach out to someone, even if its a mental health line or similar. I'll also be happy to lend an ear if you need it.
Thanks, LoM. I am feeling very helpless, but I have a good support system with my wife and friends. I will make it through this. I won't discuss politics on here except to say that I was... disappointed.
I'm going to be out from next Tuesday (April 29) until the next Sunday (May 4). We are making a trek down to Disneyworld and I will not be able to respond to posts. I should be okay to respond until that time. If I am in your game, please bot me as necessary. If you are in my game, sit tight and I'll pick up when I return (though as I said, I should be able to post up until Tuesday).