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Content warning on this post, it discusses suicide.
Fafnir will also partake in the grease. He knew how bad bugs can be. You wouldn't think the bugs were bad in the North, on account of all the snow and all, but Northern black flies made up for the short summers with size and viciousness.
A disturbing memory from his childhood bubbled to the surface. When he was a boy, a southerner trader once came north, trying to make a "fresh start" in the north. His parents called him by his name to his face, but at home they called him "Fresh Start." Fresh Start survived his first winter despite his lack of preparedness and hardiness, but it was the summer that did him in. Fafnir found his body hanging from a tree outside his hovel, covered in flies. The black flies drove him crazy, so he hung himself, his parents explained, and Fafnir believed them at the time.
But now, Fafnir was the one trying to get a fresh start. He understands Fresh Start's loneliness now, his homesickness. He used to wonder if he'd end up like him, about how to avoid that fate. At some point, he started treating life like it was one big joke. It was freeing, he told himself. But loneliness was never funny. It was the one thing he couldn't laugh away. Maybe had Fresh Start made a friend or two, he could have made it through the summer.
Fafnir decides to take his preparations seriously. He's part of a team now, and a team is only as strong as the weakest link. He decides that won't be him. He checks over all his gear, patching damage, sharpening blades. Packing things carefully, like the hunters taught him when he was a boy. He makes sure Jack Cromwell packs his bags with just as much care, but explains things with a patient voice. He stays near Jack as they ship out to the island, makes sure he stays out of trouble.
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Agreed - let's search this hex.