"Grandma, Im not feeling well…My brain is okay though. I think I'm just going to stay in here for a while. Do you have any books or something?" Ollie asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Ollie's life is a constant struggle with painful memories. His perfect memory, while considered a blessing by some, is actually a curse that torments him every day. Losing his parents in a fire was just the beginning of the tragedy that befell him. Seeing his brother nearly die today was yet another devastating blow that left him reeling. Ollie's mind is like a prison, where every trauma and pain is locked away but never forgotten.
For Ollie, there is no escape from the past. Every detail, every moment, every emotion is etched into his mind with painful clarity. It's like he's stuck in a nightmare that he can never wake up from. He can't even find solace in the present, because the past is always with him, haunting him.
The only way Ollie can cope is by keeping his mind occupied, constantly busy with something, anything, to distract him from his pain. But even that is just a temporary respite. He knows that the memories will come flooding back eventually, and he'll be left to suffer all over again.
Ollie's plea to his grandmother for books is a desperate cry for help. He just needs something, anything, to take his mind off the endless cycle of pain and trauma. It's heartbreaking to see someone so young and full of potential trapped in a prison of their own memories. Ollie's life is a tragic reminder that sometimes, the things we think are blessings can turn out to be curses in disguise.