My hands are shaking by the time Merlin and I finish treating Aloe. Supplies and energy - exhausted. Even if we had unlimited resources, with how far Aloe's symptoms have progressed - her time is drawing to an end. So much damage has already been done to her heart and lungs. Aloe will certainly appear in better spirits soon, but I know it won't last long - a couple of weeks, maybe months if we're lucky.
Do I let her and the Talons enjoy the false hope she will show soon, or do I let them know about her impending demise?
I smooth out a spot on the blanket next to Aloe and gently sit by her side. Her chest slowly rises and falls as she slumbers. Her pulse is so dangerously faint. I eye the few bags in the corner of the room that are now full of blood that used to be in this poor child. Where I would typically see a glossy crimson, instead they are filled with a tarnished, burnt umber.
Out the corner of my eye I see Merlin, and I'm reminded of the Talons again. This family they've built, and their faith. Before I know it, I start to whisper, "Grey Wing, I've never been much of one for gods, so if you're listening or here, I've done everything I can." I pause - even whispering my voice carries more than I expected. But that doesn't stop me, "I'm afraid it isn't enough. If there is anything you can do for her - and the Talons - please do." I blink the start of some tears away and delicately slide a small bunch of her hair away from her face.