"Really bad, but in a weird way… pretty good. For a while there I thought I had a mental illness. Turns out I’m just wracked with shame from abandoning my baby sister. I think that if I can make amends with her that maybe I can finally be my old self."
12. Silvershield Estate
"Really bad, but in a weird way… pretty good. For a while there I thought I had a mental illness. Turns out I’m just wracked with shame from abandoning my baby sister. I think that if I can make amends with her that maybe I can finally be my old self."
"'Tis a delight to see you as well," she smiles warmly.
Stella walks over to the table and bends forward to inspects the weaponry, her eye-stars glimmering yellow and green in the light of the smithy. "Beautiful! I can't imagine they've ever looked this pristine! I imagine they'll handle as well too," she smiles. "The Silvershields will be fortunate to have you!" But they won't have me. the thought comes to her mind. Her smile fades, a weight coming upon her again.
"Well! I better return these to my friends," she says, trying to force enthusiasm—she didn't want to trouble him with her own morosity—and starts to carefully stack and gather up the weaponry to carry.
He peers at her out of the corner of his eye. "All goin' well on the adventurin' front? Surely with the Grand Dukes' help ye'll be showin' Rieltar Anchev tha' he can't jus' push goodly folk about!" He harrumphs through his gray-streaked beard, but keeps a sly eye on Stella to gauge her response.
"thanks for helping me with Aldous back there. It really got under my skin what he said about us" Dieter says
And you’re Aiwë Shelur! The amazing bard, noble friend, cage breaker, and dispenser of justice!" Dieter says worrying that he has caused further injury
"I do think he was just trying to have fun, even at his own expense a bit. He's not ashamed of his frog leg, and would never suggest you should be ashamed of your crown. I'm sorry he bothered you, Diets."
"But now...I'm not so sure. I—" she glances behind her, towards the manor. "I want to spend more time with Aldous. A lot more time," she says, tucking a lock of hair behind her ear, "But Lord Silvershield probably won't let that happen." She shrugs. "I'm an Archdruid's and Avatar-of-Ilmater-war-hero's daughter at home, but here I'm just...me. No strategic house alliance to offer, no grand wealth. Just my books and my perpetual panickings. Aiwë doesn't seem to think any of it matters, but...that's just now how they do things here."
"But Aldous is just one man. You could fill this city with a thousand Ten Towns. So it's fine," she says, unconvincingly, taking a sudden interest in her boots.
He sticks his bearded chin out defiantly. "If I had any sons, I'd beg ye ta choose one, e'en if I were the King o' Cormyr." His whiskers blow out as he gives another harrumph. "Duke Silvershield's not a foolish man, he jus' don' see things straight where 'is son's concerned. Yet. But he'll come around, don' ye doubt! Jus' give it some time."
She smiles, bends down slightly and gives Yeslick a kiss on the cheek. "Thank you, for the bit of perspective and confidence. I suppose I shan't let it worry me for now. I think I'm going to find Aldous before dinner. Fare well, Yeslick!"
He offers her his arm.
"I don't know how much you heard from the others already, but Duke Jannath was quite amiable. And cautious!" she says as a compliment. "I need to talk to her about the markings in my tome..." she mumbles, reminding herself. She shakes her head. "Duke Belt was less so. The Umberlee priests killed his son for sneaking into their temple," she says quietly, disgusted. "The others seemed itching for a fight or something, but they gave us the body when we asked and the Duke was able to raise him. Aiwë's skeptical about how easy it was, but I think sometimes words just do the trick?"
He puts his free hand over Stella's as they walk. "I spent the day mostly with my father, talking business and family finances and such. I found it quite tedious, but at least it made him happy. I think. Some days it seems that nothing makes him happy. He can be difficult to please."
Aldous looks into one of the lamps as they pass, caught up in his memories and thoughts. "I don't know why she'd want to. Come back, that is. Her body was so frail by the end... I like to think that she's just waiting for us. Happy, patient, not in pain any longer. As much as I miss her, I prefer to see things that way. Father, though... I think he's bitter. And it would be hard not to be." His hand squeezes hers lightly. "But it's caused some challenges."
His smile is more faint this time. "And that's the story."
He leads her under the shower-like branches of a willow tree and turns to face her. "How are you feeling? About things. Erm. Us? I hope meeting my father hasn't been too stressing..."
She closes her eyes and gives a grimacing smile, "He seems to have developed quite high expectations. It...was a bit stressful, I'll admit." She opens her eyes again, the stars now teal with a bit of pink. "You're impressively patient with him. And caring too. As for, about us?" She shrugs. "I want to keep spending more time together. But we still have a lot of work to do. So I think we just keep doing...this. Whatever it is we're doing," she smiles. "And how are you feeling?"
Rolls
Deception (Not supposed to bring it up...) - (1d20)
(9) = 9