Hey Arina, I don't know if you are aware of what happened but long story shart: my brain exploded; figuratively of course, I am healthy as far as I know.
Anyways, I'm in a lot better of a place than I was before I fell off; however, as part if my reintroduction I've been taking things slow so that it doesn't happen again (at least that's the plan). I "restarted" from scratch and started a new game that I can focus solely on as I readjust back into GP at a pace I'm comfortable with.
It is my plan to jump back into all of my old games (granted my character is still alive and the DM gives me the ok). With that said, I never lost interest in playing any of my games, just life overwhelmed me. I'm still interested in jumping back in but can't in fear of jumping in too deep and disappearing again. If you wish to do a game cleansing, I wont fault you if I make the cut; I enjoyed the little bits of the game I did get to experience.