Elias was late again. This was becoming a common occurrence. Each night greeted him with more burdens. The longer he remained in Amsterdam the more he felt his chains tighten. Every moment passed still drowning in ignorance pushed him further into despair. Now he went to invite more strings to bind him.
He gave the reigns in his hand a gentle pull and softly pat the withers of his horse as it came to halt. For a long while he stared towards the manor ahead. There was still a chance to turn back. Enough time had passed without him making himself known. If he took his practice elsewhere in short enough time who would know the difference? He had no need of community, his assistant Lucio was all the family he needed. Yet something tugged at Elias, a faint siren call in the darkness of his mind, drawing him to this place.
"Dr. Betzner?" A hesitant voice called out to his left. With a jerk of his head Elias looked over at his assistant. It seemed a simple question of concern. However, there was a searching look in his Lucio's dark eyes. He was trying to puzzle out who was currently in his presence.
"My apologies Lucio, I was lost in thought." Elias forced himself to offer the boy a polite smile as he bowed his head. "I am also sorry that you cannot accompany me further." With relative ease he lowered himself to the ground. "The estate wishes to keep their medical needs private and I have an obligation to adhere to those wishes."
The nod of acceptance Elias received was answer enough. It was not unusual for his patients to make such requests. Some of the conditions he treated could be embarrassing and a detriment to the status of many clients. Discretion was something he prided himself on as a professional. Gathering his bag he bid his servant farewell as he continued up the path on foot.
As he walked the lonely path he listened to the wind as it swept through the trees. Every rustle of the leaves was a conspiratorial whisper. The wood passed its judgement as he passed through. He could almost hear the word.
Coward. They knew it just as well as himself. How much courage could he hope to wield when the thought of standing before more Kindred filled him with dread?
"This poison will be easier to stomach the more you taste it." As he approached the doors to the Abbey he could not help but laugh at the words which had come from his lips. The laughter took him over for a moment, forcing him to stop with one hand on the heavy frame. His other was now firmly cupped over his mouth as he tried to force his amusement down. When he did finally enter through the doorway his body was still convulsing, as he stifled the chuckles trying to bubble forth.
He smoothed down his light brown hair and tried his best to look composed. Although not entirely poor, Elias paid little attention to certain aspects of style. Most of the clothing he wore was wrinkled as if he had slept in them and neglected to change. His overcoat was ruddy and stained. Even his boots were worn down and caked in dried mud. At the behest of the Keeper in attendance he stepped forward to make a formal introduction.
"Good evening, you may call me Elias Delcamp, yet many will know me as Ivan Betzner. They have told me I am of the Malkavian clan and I have come to find others that may confirm this." A look of disgusts contorted his face for but a moment as he thought back on the things said about his supposed bloodline. If all of it was true, what he was suffering would make some form of sense. This feeling that treachery was waiting around every corner, behind every gesture, it was exhausting. And the voices! They taunted him nightly, teasing him along this trail that supposedly led to the one who made him this way.
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