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Wanted to let you know a little behind the scenes. Kilikina’s pup’s cancer has progressed, she found out yesterday, and she’s having to think about putting her to sleep. Ta’a could see a breaking heart. I want to let you know too if that lets you know my own distraction.
I would ask you to pray for her, but I have fallen out with the church again as well. In college I left the church because a minister told me that my gay friend wouldnt get into heaven. That’s not divine love. That’s not Jesus. I went back to the church for the kids, but two years ago, a new minister came in, dismantled all my missions, dug up my food forest, kicked out my homeschool coop and robotics club, all because of money. And then they asked me not to teach the young professionals Sunday school class any more because I talked about divinity and love and what Jesus’s love really was. I am too hippy for religion. I don’t even believe in God, but Jesus was a great man and I want to be like him. This campaign is about that and religion and how our society is built on that. What was your falling out with the church?
I expected her to be mad about the deception, but the roles and Tesh's charm was in our favor. I was confused about the surrouding Tabaxi, in terms of I didn't know if they were all charmed or just me. When you said she was waiting on me to persuade, after that speach I made, I walked towards home. I figured, if they tried to stop me, they would be stopping from the mission I just laid. Of course, them being enemies, I didn't know if that would matter to them, but it was worth a try. Had they stopped me, I'd have had to try to come up with something else. I was thinking of the horn of charming because when we heard it blow, we all had to make saving throws. I figured maybe I could get a lot of them. But the description on it only says one person. So I'm not sure how many it would charm, and blowing it without charming a lot of them would probably not have been smart.
I am sorry about Kit's dog, but didn't make the connection that you were letting her pet the cat people due to that. Other than losing my dad, grandmother and a close friend, losing my pets has been the most devastating thing in my life.
Teth only did a persuasion ability check, not a spell, to my knowledge. But still, I was not focused as well as I should be. This is your overarching quest and you did well to make it happen. Now, to let me know in RP what you want, your youngest sister has greeted you just outside the Tree.
My journey is on-going and a series of thoughts and reasoning of things that didn't make sense to me. I couldn't reconcile a God of love, who'd sacrifice for the world with a God who would slaughter children on the Passover or cause a flood to kill every man, woman and child (and pets) other than one family.
I also wondered about people who lived their whole lives but never heard of Jesus. Baptist theology is that there is enough evidence in nature so man can recognize their is a God. I have no issue with that, but to make it fit with Christianity, one must accept Christ as God; therefore, believing in God is the same as believing in Christ. So that throws out the belief that one has to believe in the sacrifice on the cross to be 'saved.' Which led me to think of the whole idea of having to sacrifice life (be it a lamb, calf or Christ himself) to be forgiven of sin. What is sin? It's disobeying God. Think of your own children. If they disobey you, do you require them to kill a lamb to get back in your good graces? Does that sound silly? If they don't do it, would you throw them into an eternal lake of fire? Of course not, so why do we attribute such things go God? Of course, the hell concept is only new testament. Old testament is just separation from God for unbelievers. Which does sound more reasonable and much less cruel. But if part of the dogma doesn't hold up, then why cling to other parts? Which is the reason the church has been so adamant to teach the Bible is the word of God.
Studying physics and biology, it's not hard to see what appears to be work of a creator or intelligent force, but such a belief doesn't include dogma that causes others to judge, oppress, guilt-trip or kill other people in the name of their god.
"Still, there is so much to learn and I was just getting started, until, I found this." I show her the letter.
Her eyes are tearing up but she does not cry. "Otl, do you plan to take the crown of Nexal and leave me again?"