Jan 20, 2025 9:56 am
Henry made her wait. It wasn’t the first time.
There had been so many evenings where she sat by the window, watching the clock tick past the time he was supposed to come pick her up. Sometimes, he wouldn’t show up at all.
She only ever existed only to serve him. His flirting, too, was a constant reminder that she wasn’t enough. He would effortlessly charm the girls at school, just like he was doing now with the waitresses, while she stood by, feeling small and insignificant. And he always knew how to use it against her: 'Do this for me, or I’ll find some other girl who will.' He didn’t just flirt to boost his own ego. It was a weapon, aimed at eroding her sense of worth and make her feel replaceable. All the old wounds resurfaced as she watched him, and though she had no interest in him romantically anymore, he still had a way of making her feel uneasy.
He ordered for her. Again, nothing new. He always made decisions for her like she couldn’t be trusted to know her own mind. He never cared if she liked it or not either. As annoying as it was, she decided against challenging him. She was too tried, and letting him have that small win was a small concession to stroke his ego and make him more agreeable. Still, she couldn’t help feel herself slipping into that familiar role, the one where she tried to please him, tried to make him happy, even when it came at her own expense. He was getting the upper hand again, and she hated how easy it was for him to slip back into control.
"We’re doing fine" her jaw tightened when he asked about David while they were waiting for their order to arrive. How’s David? Like he had any right to ask. Like he truly cared. She didn’t miss his knowing smirk. The only way he brought it up was to subtly rub in the fact that David had never reached the same level of success. It was infuriating that someone as arrogant and self-serving as him had everything: wealth, power, success, while she and David were still struggling. When she was younger, after he dumped her and moved to London, she hoped Karma would finally catch up to him and kick his teeth out, but now, she finally realized the truth: men like him didn’t get knocked down. They thrived. They rose precisely because they were assholes, and the world rewarded them for it.
She deflected his questions about Bellingham too. She hasn’t been back in six years, and had no intention of doing so anytime soon. It was all just empty small talk anyways. Henry didn’t really care. He wasn’t interested in an update on her life or her family. Both of them knew it was nothing more than a thin veneer of politeness. They were just going through the motions, the prelude to the real discussion they were both there to have.
Her interest in the conversation finally piqued when he started talking about Eliot. She listened carefully. Even though she knew so much more about Eliot’s true nature, Henry was still right about how dangerous he was. More then he imagined.
"You offered to protect me from him"
She looked at him thoughtfully, waiting to see what exactly he had in mind. She knew he wasn’t making that offer out of the kindness of his heart. He was always looking for leverage, some way to gain from the situation. But right now, she needed to hear what he had to say, because if there was another vampire hunting Sarah, she couldn’t afford to overlook any potential ally, even if that ally was Henry.
There had been so many evenings where she sat by the window, watching the clock tick past the time he was supposed to come pick her up. Sometimes, he wouldn’t show up at all.
She only ever existed only to serve him. His flirting, too, was a constant reminder that she wasn’t enough. He would effortlessly charm the girls at school, just like he was doing now with the waitresses, while she stood by, feeling small and insignificant. And he always knew how to use it against her: 'Do this for me, or I’ll find some other girl who will.' He didn’t just flirt to boost his own ego. It was a weapon, aimed at eroding her sense of worth and make her feel replaceable. All the old wounds resurfaced as she watched him, and though she had no interest in him romantically anymore, he still had a way of making her feel uneasy.
He ordered for her. Again, nothing new. He always made decisions for her like she couldn’t be trusted to know her own mind. He never cared if she liked it or not either. As annoying as it was, she decided against challenging him. She was too tried, and letting him have that small win was a small concession to stroke his ego and make him more agreeable. Still, she couldn’t help feel herself slipping into that familiar role, the one where she tried to please him, tried to make him happy, even when it came at her own expense. He was getting the upper hand again, and she hated how easy it was for him to slip back into control.
"We’re doing fine" her jaw tightened when he asked about David while they were waiting for their order to arrive. How’s David? Like he had any right to ask. Like he truly cared. She didn’t miss his knowing smirk. The only way he brought it up was to subtly rub in the fact that David had never reached the same level of success. It was infuriating that someone as arrogant and self-serving as him had everything: wealth, power, success, while she and David were still struggling. When she was younger, after he dumped her and moved to London, she hoped Karma would finally catch up to him and kick his teeth out, but now, she finally realized the truth: men like him didn’t get knocked down. They thrived. They rose precisely because they were assholes, and the world rewarded them for it.
She deflected his questions about Bellingham too. She hasn’t been back in six years, and had no intention of doing so anytime soon. It was all just empty small talk anyways. Henry didn’t really care. He wasn’t interested in an update on her life or her family. Both of them knew it was nothing more than a thin veneer of politeness. They were just going through the motions, the prelude to the real discussion they were both there to have.
Her interest in the conversation finally piqued when he started talking about Eliot. She listened carefully. Even though she knew so much more about Eliot’s true nature, Henry was still right about how dangerous he was. More then he imagined.
"You offered to protect me from him"
She looked at him thoughtfully, waiting to see what exactly he had in mind. She knew he wasn’t making that offer out of the kindness of his heart. He was always looking for leverage, some way to gain from the situation. But right now, she needed to hear what he had to say, because if there was another vampire hunting Sarah, she couldn’t afford to overlook any potential ally, even if that ally was Henry.