He couldn't stop replaying it in his head. The look of sheer terror upon the man's face as he had run him through.
The moment's leading up to the first time he had killed must have been a confusing fracas. It all made sense to Crow because he had instigated the attack. He had ambushed the enemy exactly as the paladin's had instructed him. Only to far greater effect than they had imagined. The fleshwound he inflicted on the first man was his first blow struck intending to kill. It had been a hard thing, he had to steel up every fiber of his courage to strike.
The second, as he tumbled between the kidnapper's guard was considerably easier. Crow didn't require thought as a killer instinct set his blood alight. He stepped and striking from sinistra cut through his enemies chest, stopping the heart in a single thrust. It had felt so easy, so supremely satisfying, such power in the act. But now, he couldn't shake the guilt, not in the act itself. But how good it felt, how natural, how right it had been in the moment.
"Am I a good man, can a good man kill?"
There was a voice that spoke in answer from deep within. Crow did not like what it had to say. It was very excited Crow had chosen such a violent path. The dread that came from within him, he could feel it radiating chill from his core. Crow scowled as they continued plagued by his dark thoughts and the desire to be rid of them.
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